So terribly tired

I'm so tired.  So terribly tired!  I try to dedicate myself to my work - and I've been doing quite well considering how out of the habit I got during that year "off" when I could stop whenever I wanted for a refreshing fairy tale - but it's draining me of energy.

I'm thankful for the work, it distracts me from the heartbreak, and I thank heaven you can block people from your facebook feed, and curse facebook for making me see my ex-boyfriend's new girlfriend's facebook posts about him when she and I have never met and are not facebook friends or have even commented on or liked any of the same posts.

Most of my department seems to be paired off already, so I must dree my weird alone.  Maybe I'll find a math major with a penchant for history.  Or not.

I ache all over, probably from sleeping on a foam mattress topper.  I can't wait to be able to afford a bed.  A real bed!  It'll be such luxury I might even feel rested some mornings after I get it.  Even billionaires can't buy feeling rested and healthy after a good night's sleep, no matter what silken glories they may sleep in.